HI MY NAME IS ROBERT, EVER SINCE I WAS BABY, MY FATHER HAS BEEN VERY STRICT WITH ME, WHEN I WAS 8 HE USUALLY THREATEN ME AND SAYS THAT "IF HE EVER FINDS OUT THAT IM FUNNY, HE WILL SHOOT ME" HE SAYS THAT "MAN A GANGSTER, NUH PREE NUH MAN, U SHUDNT EVEN LOOK PON A MAN FI MORE THAN 5 SECONDS, PUM PUM U MUST PREE"
THIS MANNER OF TEACHING HAS MADE ME PARANOID, I WAKE UP HEARING MY FATHERS VOICE IN MY HEAD AND THAT HAS BEEN OVER 20 YEARS, IM SO PARANOID THAT IM EVEN AFRAID TO HOLD MY 4 YEAR OLD'S SON'S HAND TO WALK ACROSS THE STREET. I DONT EVEN LET HIM SIT IN MY LAP......