Fantasia says she knew exactly what she was doing when she overdosed earlier this monthshe was trying to kill herself.

In an interview with VH1, 26-year-old Fantasia claims she was so depressed about all of the drama surrounding her relationship with a married man that, I didnt have any fight in me. I didnt care about anything. I just wanted out.

Fantasia added, At that moment, I wanted out. I wanted it to be over with all of it, all of that [expletive].

She went on, I just sat in the closet and looked at the mirror and took all the pills in the bottle. I wanted to go to sleep and just be at peace. I knew exactly what I was doing. You cant accidentally take a whole bottle of pills.

I was tired of people doing me wrong, constantly, over and over again, dealing with my family my father, dealing with men and their %&%* I was tired, she says of the incident. My head was hurting me. I was over it.

Fantasias Behind the Music interview, airs 9 p.m. ET/PT tomorow, the same day her new album, Back to Me, is released.