IT IS SUCH A TERRIBLE SHAME AND FRUSTRATION, WHEN YOU DON'T LIVE UP TO YOU EXPECTATION. HOWEVER, I WANT TO THANK GOD FOR KEEPING ME THROUGH THESE HORRIBLE PAINS AND TEMPTATIONS.
SO WITH DUE RESPECT, I HAVE TO PULL THE "LAST STRAW", BECAUSE THIS IS DEFINITELY THE LAST CHANCE, THEREFORE I CANNOT AFFORD TO TRIP IN MY ENDEAVORS AND FALL SHORT, MUCH LESS TO SURRENDER MY DREAMS LIKE SPRINTERS THAT FALTERS WITH THE SECOND FALSE START.
IN ADDITION, IVE TO MAINTAIN MY FOCUS AND COMPOSURE SO THAT NOTHING CAN STOP ME OR EVEN DISTRACT ME, FROM EVALUATING THE FACTS CLEAN, BECAUSE I WANT TO PRESS FORWARD LIKE THE JAMAICAN GOLDEN ATHLETES.
IN LIFE, SOMETIMES YOU CANNOT PLEASE OR EVEN ESTEEM OTHERS, IN ADDITION ITS NOT ALL THE TIME MOTHERS GOING TO BREAST FEED OTHERS AND ALSO, ITS NOT ALL THE TIME YOU ARE GOING TO SEE BROTHERS LOVE AND BLESS EACH OTHER. BUT ONE THING FOR SURE I'VE HAVE TO MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD, ESPECIALLY MY BLESS AND SWEET MOTHER SO THE WISE THING TO DO IS TO ACHIEVE ON YOUR OWN, SO YOU CAN BE LIKE THOSE PRESTIGE SCHOLARS.
I MISS MANY CHANCES BEFORE, BUT THIS TIME I HAVE TO CATCH IT. (BALL) NOW MY FAITH IS STRONG LIKE THE BIBLICAL PROPHETS AND I KNOW MY VICTORIES WILL BE EMPHATIC. I FELL ON THE THORNS OF LIFE; I BLEEDS. IT MAKES ME UNHAPPY, BUT I LEARN TO COPE WITH THESE HORRENDOUS TRAGIC S, SO IN ORDER TO GET OR EVEN EARN THIS CREDIT, I'VE TO MAKE SURE I SCRATCH IT.
-- Edited by KILLAPRO on Friday 2nd of October 2009 04:26:33 PM
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I have so much KNOWLEDGE in my head till it might cause a BRAIN DAMAGE! But how I'm going to know what to do or MANAGE if I don't GAIN KNOWLEDGE?