You don't know what to say to me, or even where to start, you don't know how to stop me, from tearing apart your heart. yes i really love you, and yes i always will, but inside my head there is a voice, screaming yourself you must kill. yes i am going to miss this world, but i no longer have a choice, because i can't do anything, but obey my inside voice. it's screaming inside me now, i am pulling at my hair, i wish the other me would go away, because for you i really care. my thoughts are deceiving, of death and of life, but then that voice screams out at me, kill yourself with that knife. but you see i have already been dying, because my mind makes me crazy, so as the tears stream down my face, the *la*hd rush makes everything hazy. i see what will be the last, drop of *la*hd from me, for now my body and eyes are weak, and i have set my soul free.