I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH MY EX-GIRL. ITS A GIRL I USED TO TREASURE, BUT I LEFT HER A YEAR AGO, BECAUSE I MAKE MOST OF THE EFFORT AND I STILL END UP GET HURT
THAT GIRL HAD COST ME SO MUCH, SO TILL MY FRIENDS MUST BE WONDERING WHY I WAS SO DUMB, BUT KNOW IVE GROWN UP, SO RIGHT NOW I JUST WANT HER TO LEAVE ME ALONE SO I CAN FOCUS.
NOW WITH THE HELP OF GOD, IVE GET OVER THE TRAUMA BUT SHE STILL CALL ME NOW AND THEN AND WANT TO CREATE A DRAMA
SHE THINKS THAT I COULDNT GET OVER HER BECAUSE I DID TRULY LOVE HER, NOW SHES TALKING ABOUT "LOVE",BUT THE GOOD BOOK STATES, "ITS NOT EVERYTHING YOU MUST BELIEVE OR MUSTERED" , SO THE TERRIBLE THINGSTHAT MAKES ME FLUSTERED, MAKES ME COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT ILL NEVER ABLE TO TRUST HER.
I AGREE THAT WHEN YOU DO THE RIGHT THINGS PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS RESPECTS YOU, BUT WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE THEY TREAT YOU SO BAD, BY REJECTED, DISRESPECTED AND THEN NEGLECTED YOU?
AND KNOW WHEN YOU DECIDE TO GET RID OF THEM FOR GOOD OUT OF YOUR LIFE; THEY STARTED TO BEHAVE LIKE IF THEY WERE NICE.
BUT FOR ME "ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY", SO NO MORE "MR. NICE GUY", SHE CAN GO AHEAD AND SPEND THE REST OF HER LIFE WITH HER HYPE GUYS AND LEAVE ME ALONE, SO I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT TIME.
SHE ALWAYS GET "CAUGHT"BECAUSE SHES NOT A "KEEPER", (CRICKET) SO HOW THE HELL IM GOING TO KEEP HER????
NOW SHES SAYING, "I HATE HER, BECAUSE I DONT FORGIVE HER", BUT ITS NOT THAT I DONT WANT TO SEE HER AND EVEN BE HER FRIEND, ITS JUST THAT I CUT HER OFF COMPLETELY, BECAUSE SHES A DECEIVER THAT IS ALL ABOUT HERSELF, SO HOW THE HELL CAN I BE OFFENDED BY THIS CHEATER OR EVEN HATE HER WHEN I LEAVE HER IN HER MESS?? MUCH LESS TO EXPERIENCE HEADACHES AND FEVER THAT IS HOT LIKE A FURNACE!!
AND ALSO, WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER, ITS NOT THAT I DID EXPECT A "FAIRY TALE LIFE". BUT CHEATING TO ME IS TOO FAR, SO "NO MORE DRAMA AND NO MORE PAIN", LIKE MARY .J. BLIDGE.
ITS THE WORST THING TO, "THROW PEARLS TO PIGS", BECAUSE THEY WONT APPRECIATE IT. BUT THANK GOD FOR KNOWLEDGE, BECAUSE KNOW IM FREE FROM HATRED.
-- Edited by KILLAPRO on Wednesday 23rd of September 2009 05:23:01 PM
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I have so much KNOWLEDGE in my head till it might cause a BRAIN DAMAGE! But how I'm going to know what to do or MANAGE if I don't GAIN KNOWLEDGE?