Every day I turn a page in the story that I write Unanswered questions is the topic here tonight Tonight the endless tears stream down my face And its only now that I start to feel so out of place
I stare into my mirror and I know that this isn't me Yet the black in my future is all I continue to see Every night that I close my eyes to try and sleep My eyes always find a reason to stay up & weep
And when I sit in my room I feel empty & alone The answers I search for are still left unknown And when I force a smile i want the pain to end But I know I'll wake up tomorrow & start again
Theres always something small that causes rain And I know its my weakness that causes u pain For a split second I forget about being so down But its not long after my smile turns to a frown
In all the instances I try to hold back my tears Raises the first answer to stand up to my fears Crazy thoughts that wont erase from my mind The meaning of my life is still yet to be defined